At one point in my life, I looked at myself and found that I was stuck. I just couldn't go on like this, maybe you know how it is. (I imagine I was not the only one who lived like this.)
One decides for a direction, rather thoughtlessly, and then one keeps doing what one's doing. On and on, just because it is what you've always done.
Before you know, it becomes part of you, you are what you do, it seems like we can't help moving in the same direction although we never really made a decision about it. The things we do result in new tasks that keep us busy, and make us do more things and one leads to another.
I found that I kept going but didn't have the slightest idea where to. So I had to take a step back. And another one. And one more.
I needed to get acquainted to the elements, you know? The origins. The core of it all.
We all came from the water at one time.
So here I am, on the sacred quest to my true self. I will not fear any hardships or obstacles to find it.
It may look like I'm merely having fun, just because I'm facing my task with a brave smile on my face.
I hope you understand now, that there is so much more to it. Now if you would leave me alone, please, I find it hard to meditate in the presence of a dry stranger who isn't sharing my mission.
|I know this looks like fun.|